So much for my happy ending </3

I hate to say it, but Polyvore is going under too many changes that are starting to draw me away. Thinks are actually becoming MORE confusing for me. Why fix what wasn't broken? The old layout from two years ago was amazing. I just can't find myself wanting to log on to Polyvore anymore. I'll probably hardly ever come on, and maybe just to find some anime pictures. But other than that SAYONARA!

I mean really, the whole point of cosplay to is to have fun being a character, not being exactly correct and only doing it to be exact. They would be no point to cosplay if that was all it was. SHEESH! PEOPLE GET SO WORKED UP OVER THINGS LIKE THAT!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Btfj-yfMlTo
 
Tyler, you have taken my heart. I feel all floaty being by you, texting you, even just thinking about you. Your hugs are the best and make me feel loved. The way you help me reassure myself and how you make my day better. I love that you call me Olive, because you don't call anyone else by a nickname. I will miss you very much when you move.

Seriously, I say this every f*cking day. And I the one who gets yelled at for "not participating." LET THE BALL HOGS GIVE OTHERS A FRIGGIN CHANCE!

I miss the good old days of Toonami where you found all the old anime favorites. Sailor Moon, Cardcaptors, Dragon Ball Z. Ahhh...nostalgia.

Massie saying that shocked me. You'd think (like in the book originally) she'd say "A." But she'd rather be a friendless loser. Why didn't the author put that in the book? It would've been better! The movie version for ONCE did something right.

My friend made it seem like he'd be crazy to not like me. The way he interacted with me made it seem like he liked me. The way he sits so close to me. The way he looks me so close in the eye, not looking away or blinking. When he hugged me as soon as he saw me and didn't let go. That hug, it was full of feeling. How he agreed to be Len if I'm Rin (we give our friends Vocaloid nicknames). The way he looks at me...my friend says he was looking at me the day we met with intensity, totally looking at me. But, he doesn't feel the way I do. It breaks my heart...I thought he would be the one guy to prove me wrong that not all guys do crap like that. I doubt the age difference matters. So what if I'm two years older? Am I just naive and desperate? Tyler...

Forget about "Seth." I have a new guy friend...that I've fallen for.. I already know he doesn't like me back, my friend asked him if he does. He doesn't. TT_TT
 
He's amazing. He loves anime and Vocaloid, and he wants to cosplay. He's really funny and sweet. Truly, he's nice to everyone (unless you give him a reason not to be). He's taller than me, and his hair is fluffy. He has blue eyes that are so mesmerizing. I just met this guy a little over a week ago and he calls me his best friend. When he saw me Friday he gave me a big bear hug. How does a girl not fall for that?

I love Magic Knight Rayearth. It's truly amazing. The shoujo that has romance and giant robot monsters. :)